To Get A Grip

I should be trying it
It's simple common sense
Instead I pitch a fit
It's not quantum science

Why must I keep speaking
What I say too absurd
You will not even listen
Alone in my own words

Letting me ask myself
Before we get rearranged
Getting me to control
Turning against a change

You honestly love deeply
Will you know as well
I only just tear us down
Watching while I fell

Forming from could've
Shaping what we would've
Remembering how we've
Avoided life's should've